5 tall glasses of long island (without coke)

first, lemme greet yer mothers a HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY today.

am here at my hometown, Indang celebrating the Feast Day of our Patron Saint, Saint Gregory the Great. I invited all of my close friends (well the ones with numbers on my cell, sorry for the others who wasn't been invited, because I lost my phone together with your contact details) just send me your contacts again so that i can invite you for next year. *wink*

and guess what? no one came. too bad. nag-aksaya lang ako ng load. crap.

enough of the Fiesta Siesta... lemme write what am supposed to write...

In LOVE, you need to spend time with your LOVED ONE right? but what if your LOVED ONE doesn't want to spend time with you? (LABO NOH?) lemme elaborate. there are people who wish they could spend a lotta time with their sweethearts, their beh beh, their munchkins, hunny bunch, but there are others who wish that they will not see each other. but they love each other. ang hirap talaga i-explain.

how can you say that you love the person if you don't wanna see her? if you don't wanna text her? the worst that can happen is that when she texts you saying: "sorry matagal kasi ako napahinga sa relationship, hindi ako sanay na may pinagpapaalaman at pinagsasabihan" well sana nung una pa lang hindi na niya tinuloy right?

then I ask myself, why are you still holding on? if your getting hurt? if your miserable? and I answered myself, because LOVE is all about sacrifices. (tindi ng tama ko sa kokote) lintik na sacrifice 'yan daig ko pa ang sumali sa Death March.

or maybe, just maybe she is still not ready to "have a relationship" but she's ready to be "in to one"? did you get me? ako kasi hindi. ang labo talaga. yun bang KAYO pero parang hindi kayo. you call each other pumpkin and hunnybunch but you can't feel it?

there are others who complain na kulang na kulang sa time. pero itong sinasabi ko sobra sobra naman daw ako sa time? grabe? labo!

BREATHE... BREATHE...

I mean, baka "I'M IN LOVE WITH THE CONCEPT OF LOVE" na naman? the heck.

but seriously, am loving this. and am holding on.

what I need now is 5 tall glasses of LONG ISLAND without coke topped with lemon and cherry. QUICK! I don't need to feel this. this is what love can do for me. it makes me laugh at the start, then hurts me, then leaves me.

Comments

[Nikki]

aha. in love ka! hehehe. here are my two cents: don't stress about it too much, lower your expectations, don't get too excited. baka nga di pa ready at na-ooverwhelm ; ) if its going to happen it will. ayt? tc. mwah.

[Jm]

Wow, tsong, five glasses of long island here in FL costs about $65 ($13 dollars per glass) wala pang tip yun, obligado kang mag-tip dito... buti na lang walang coke kasi coca cola adds two dollars per can... i would never spend almost $100 para lang magmukmok... I missed going to your hometown kapag fiesta... regards na lang kay lola...